Tuesday, January 18, 2011

 Feeling GOOD!!!

First things first I am TERRIBLE at the whole keeping up with my blog thing. LOL
I guess I have just been having too much fun. These last few months have been some of the most incredible months of my life. My kids never cease to amaze me. Taylor is becoming such a young man and takes such amazing care of his little sister and Jenna well she is just a princess. Part of me feels like I should give in to the stress and the feeling of being overwhelmed because it would just be easier than picking up and doing what needs to be done but the biggest part of me says HECK NO this is the best time of your life. I have been thinking a lot about forgiveness and the past and the people who mean the most in our lives. Lord knows that I still have lots of time before these thoughts will ever start to come together and make sense but I think the Carrie Underwood song “Lessons Learned“sums it up best…”I'm thankful, for every break in my heart, I'm grateful, for every scar, Some pages turned, Some bridges burned, But there were lessons learned.” One could say I have learned my fair share of lessons of the last couple of years. One may also say I should have learned more from them. I don’t regret the fact that I have a loving forgiving heart I am just trying my best to work on making sure I am doing the forgiving and loving for the right reasons and to the right people for myself and my kids. I guess my point is right now I am positive, and things are great. Jenna is almost 4 months old and in a couple of months my BABY boy will be six. I cannot believe how quickly time flies. These kids are keeping me on my feet for sure but I couldn’t be more proud or excited for our future!! I promise I will try to do better about updating! Love to all of you!